1. |
Water
03:26
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Water
I saw you in the morning light / Underneath a street lamp
The rain was glistening / The water made your coat damp
The stream along the sidewalk / Said all too clear
That soon there’d be a sea between us
So I prayed for droubt so you could stay here
(Chorus):
{The Water’s filling up, I am drowning out now} x2
Don’t get on your goodbye boat / I don’t think I could watch you
Waving with your heart in your throat
And mine severed in the living room
(Chorus)
(Bridge):
{Oh, Oh, You are leaving me behind}x2
{Whoa, Whoa, You are leaving me behind}x2
I saw you in the morning light / underneath a streetlamp
We were waist high in a river
There is an undercurrent right where I stand and
(Chorus) x2
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2. |
Sneak Out
04:46
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Sneak Out
I’ll kiss you tonight / after we numb our minds
I’m not really here tonight / I’m a still picture
Morning Light / I opened my eyes
I was disappointed to find / I wasn’t there last night
I need to go home
I took a drive / down the last 5 years of my life
I stopped in on the town / that taught me how to get high
I leave my head to be with you, leave my head to be with you
I leave my head to be with you, tonight
I don’t understand / how two worlds can run rampant
In my mind / at the same time
You’re king of one world / and the sound of your name in the other
Make’s people’s hearts stop beating / a secret I am keeping
{I leave my head to be with you, leave my head to be with you}x2
And I’m
{Gone, Exhaling chemicals with you}x2
{Sneak out of the Garden / and Play in the darkness} x2
I need to go home
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3. |
Road Map
04:43
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Road Map
My roadmap can only be updated by driving off the track
My knowledge of the world is as small as where I travel so I guess I’d better pack
I’m leaving home now x2
You felt me up and I fell down and then I tried to run away
But you’re in better shape and I like the places you take me so I think I really want to stay
I’m leaving home now x2
(Chorus):
I don’t know why you won’t let me out x2
I’ve got pages and pages of you x2
I am calling to be yours x2
Even if they disapprove x2
My roadmap was written all wrong so I threw it out the window
It was dusty and I’m untrusting of old, outdated rules and I don’t know…
(Chrorus):
I don’t know why you won’t let me out
I’ve got pages and pages of you
I am calling to be yours
Even if they disapprove, Even if they disa…
(Bridge):
{Oh, oh no, I don’t want to let you go
No, no, no not even just to take you home
Get out, get out quickly before I change my mind }x2
{I miss you all the time} x2
{I am calling to be yours} x2
Even if they disapprove
(Chorus)
I’ll draw a new map up with you
Let’s make a new map, me and you
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4. |
Captured Lady
03:02
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welcome to my skin
you've been invited in
to an afternoon of
rub up against me
i feel your fingertips
they're feeling delicate
let's move like we've got
half of a century
chorus
come into my house
i'll show you what it's made of
listen to the mahogany burning
come into my house
i'll show you what you've made of me
a captured lady
beside the crystal lake
there is a misty forest
you can catch glimpses of
mysterious ladies
in dresses, disappear
and they say every year
one of the dies
or falls prey
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5. |
Be the One
04:17
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Be the One
Ok you got me / I lied to your face when I said
I had nothing to say
What would happen if you did not reply
I’d be stranded here all by myself
Baby, the truth is / I am in love
And I have been ever since
You took my mind and put it above
The darkness where I thought I was
(Chorus):
Pulling my limbs back from the city lights
And potions of soft lips into the dark forest at night
Facing the Universe
A warrior explorer
With the spirit of someone I collided with once
Here I go
With cigarettes and my guitar
Your words in my hands, your hands in my heart
Be the one, be the one this time
After travelling up to the sky/ I cant come down and
Settle for ceilings
Especially when they don’t even have skylights
When we’re together the sky turns black
And the stars come out and we’re holding each other up
With poems and guitar strings/ all of the things that we think about
Sharing our love for thought
(Bridge):
Oh, he said to me he was scared out of his mind
So I guess I’ll be that too and know it’ll be alright
I mean it’s just love / don’t be scared
It’ll give me fuel / When I go out there
With my cigarettes and my guitar
Your words in my hands, your hands in my heart
{be the one, be the one}x3 this time
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6. |
Where is your Mother?
04:45
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Where Is Your Mother?
Where is your mother? She said that she’d be here today So when they called you names She would send them away Lover, Lover, Where have you gone? I saw you last night but now I’m alone Shameful, Shameful, hold out your hands Tell me the Truth or hide it as best as you can (Chorus): And when you know this time your mother
Can’t get you thru this one Cant tell your shame to leave you alone
That’s when you know you need to destroy it
Pull out your weapons
And lay them on the ground
“The weather is nice outside today
Why don’t you come with me, Let’s go out and play I won’t tell your mommy, I won’t tell your dad
I promise after this we’ll never be ever be bad again”
But I know they will catch me I know that they’ll see
My guilt will show up on my chattering teeth
They’ll say, “Why are you smiling with that silly old glare?”
I will tell them I’ve nothing to hide anywhere But I’m lying, I’m lying, I’m lying (Chorus) I will never forget all the trips that we made to the city my dear, to the city my dear I would wear you for all of time, but there’re some things I must leave behind
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7. |
Brother
03:13
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Brother
I will never forget the way she opened the door
So that our eyes met / and 3 months between us
Fell to the floor
You were so skinny, so small
I will never forget the way you talked that day
You were so weird, so corrupted, so strange
You were 120 so small
(Chorus):
I know I’m losing you
To this addiction, this corruption of your life
I know I’m losing you
But you will always be my brother
And I’ll always be your sister
I will never forget the way they said, “Drugs are Bad”
cuz I never knew what that meant, no you never knew what that meant
and I will never forget our game board fests and Conan on weeknights
and your ‘98 red Prelude
but I’d give a Prelude for you; I’d give my life for you
(Chorus)
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8. |
Love Me
03:06
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Love Me
The tall grass is looking quite nice right now
Hiding my body while I am running around
Why can’t you see me? / I am screaming so loud
Maybe I am the one with the chainsaw now
So open my eyes, cuz I’m walking around blind
You are my shadow when I am standing in the lights
Of the play called “Pretending to Care”
I know I tell you you’re an important character
I also know that I turn around and I act like you’re not there
So open my eyes, cuz I’m walking around blind
and you
{Love me and Love me and Love me and Love me again}x6
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9. |
Dear Love
04:46
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Dear Love
Love / What a funny thing / Taking over radios
What is it about it that is so powerful?
Could it be the product of a lazy society?
Or is it truly what can only complete me?
My muscles can move mountains / If I exercise them and keep them strong
And the most important muscle, seems to be mythic in people
It’s the one that pumps my own freedom
Why am I dazing out when I kiss you sometimes?
Yeah, baby I sure love you, but you’re never the only thing on my mind
{No, I did not go out searching}x2 for it in pretty places
No I did not check for prices, or accept abusive vices, or recommend expensive taste
Cuz I found I’m the most free when I’m alone, playing
And I hope that all the mothers, who’ve defined themselves by their lovers
Teach their children to write their own dictionaries
(Chorus):
All you ladies and men who see infinity in them
You’re all being silly, or maybe it’s just me / Just me
When I tune in to every frequency / You, Love are the main theme
Why don’t we sing about anything else in the mainstream?
Where’s all the empowerment to improve philosophy?
Look into the clichés and learn how to be all you can be
There’s one step further to go / Don’t look to be whole in somebody else
When you’ve got in under control you’ll know that
Lovely love songs aren’t on top of the poll but they’re close / they’re close
(Chorus)
So bottom line, I want to be independent, especially when you attack me
And I can’t help but write about you, love / No, I can’t help but write about you, love
Nobody can help but write about you, Love
What a funny thing / Taking over radios / What a funny thing / Love
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10. |
A Fine Fortress
04:08
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A Fine Fortress
One thing always leads to another
I was ready to move on before it was over
Timing’s not always like pillows and smiles
But I let myself loose, now I’m running wild
{Pull up the blankets / and turn off the light}x2
I’m coming around to hang out at your door
Cuz you opened it once, now I’m down for more
Sneaking in in the middle of the night
Find each other in the dark, wake up wrapped up in the morning light
{Pull up the blankets / and turn off the light}x2
(Chorus):
Oh, baby you’re so fine
With your original lips and your big brown eyes
Pull up the blankets / and turn off the light
{Oh, baby you’re so fine}x2
I’m pulling teeth out of the ground
In my natural garden, in my garden of sound
And every time I move around
A little flower of song shoots up, shoots up for me to write down
{Pull up the blankets / and turn off the light}x2
(Chorus)
(Bridge):
Your window’s open, I am cold so bring me in
Into our fortress of our gorgeous rock’N’rollin’
Pull up the blankets
And turn off the light
(Chorus)x2
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11. |
Brave, My Little Soldier
02:52
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Brave, My Little Soldier
Brave, My Little Soldier
Stand Tall, They’re coming closer
Make a cozy bed in the trenches of Love’s Land
Suit up in absent armour
If you go down, you’ll bring your honour
March out leaving your defences behind
(Chorus):
I can be so scared of you
Please Save me Now, Save Me
{Be Brave}x3 Little One
(Chorus)
I’m falling so far behind
{Be Brave}x4
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Lover Named Arrangement
There was a lot of green before / and a lot of red
Painted a movie of you and me / improvised and scripted
It was a lot of fun and magic / a lot of thorns and crowns
Now mine’s weighing too much it’s time to put you down
There’s nothing worse than caring this much and nothing better
I feel it all / I was encompassed / now I’m not so sure
(Prechorus):
I’m crashing into walls / in this empty room
I am hungry and feeling sorry for you
(Chorus):
Whatever the plan was / it’s got my heart
Trapped inside the mistake
Whatever the plan was / well now my heart
Is that little bit of colour outside the lines
On your progressive picture / there’s too much paint
For me to stand in front of / interpret and appreciate
You’re spilling your blood and your heart
All over my walls and floors
While at the same time I try to cry for you
And try to point you towards the door
(Prechorus)
(Chorus)
(Bridge):
Your blood is staining my hands
It’s drying into shackles while I am
Being pulled just as strong by another lover
Another lover named arrangement
(Prechorus)
(Chorus)
The lines…
You must have scorched your eyes out to see this
You must be half numb to feel this
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13. |
Prisoner
03:13
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Prisoner
I am a prisoner of your memory
I can’t let go
Of what might come back so I always hold back
When other lips come to call
I am still sitting on the stairs
In the back of my mind
I’ll drop all my things just to come pick you up
Come home anytime
Come home anytime
Love tries to break my back
But I am stronger than that
I wrote lots of songs, yeah I wrote lots of words
I built you a house
Of ink to remind me that you’ll walk behind me
Until my pen runs out
Now you won’t leave the paper you’ve drawn yourself in
And I don’t want to write over you
But I’m writing more songs and I’m writing more words
When will you give me some room?
Love tries to break my back
And sometimes I’m on the attack
I am still sitting on the stairs
In the back of my mind
I’ll drop all my things just to come pick you up
Come home
Come home any
Come home anytime
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14. |
The Girl Rant
06:32
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The Girl Rant
Don’t expect me to love you, Dear Media
Cuz what have you done for me? Except make me feel ugly
Don’t expect me to love you, Dear Body of Mine
Cuz what have you done for me? Except break all the rules of Cosmo Magazine
What do you think of your girls who’ve got eating disorders?
And what do you think of your girls who’ve got low self-esteem?
Knowing nothing about liking who they are
Only Knowing about being beauty queens
What does that say about you? / What does that say about me?
When we’re all dressed the same way
And we wear make-up as religiously as we breathe
Ah the conventions of being a teenager locked up in your own restrictions kneeling on the floor in servantry to attention, degradation and skankification thank you my culture shock I’m going to rip that blindfold off i am finished bowing down, now i'm stripping down, stripping off all the dirt that i took from your deceiving, mutilating, lie-bleeding, brainwashing hands you covered me in mud from my head to my toes but you will never touch my soul you made the shoes i wore to run away from the real things, the natural things, the only things we'll remember in the end i have oceans of moments, emotions colliding and driving me higher than all of this plastic programmed blindness
girls look, you're out of your shell discover yourself you're not covered in everything they've tried to tell you about how to live and dress and act they can't control you don't you know that Britney Spears is not supposed to be the entity of everything a teenaged girl should be?
these are such pre-planned images that you are just following you're swallowing everything like you've never seen anything else before like this is all you've ever been exposed to you chose to, but it seems you didn't even know you had a choice, had a brain, had a voice
you all look the same this is your life, it's not a game but you're playing it out like it is like you can win some plastic trophy, some plastic barbie doll cosmo magazine is your bible, girl
all i can see are your hip-hugger jeans, you're cleavage 14 years old and there's no trace of any goals except the holes in your head all decorated with mascara like this era in your life is defined by your eye liner and the sexual attention that you beg for, not to mention all the pain your heart must go thru just to pull thru in this game of social contest social conquest social expectancy social acceptance i see only money on your body just to try to fit into something that doesn't really even exist we just make it so to feel like we fit into this teenage world this teenaged girl world this teenaged girl world that we can turn into the personal, then united revolution of females across our nation standing in opposition to this media degradation these social constrictions saying that all women are packed with beautiful emotions breathing and in motion brave and outspoken telling ourselves and the world around us that we know we are worth it and you should be proud of us born from the greatest earthly pain of our mothers
bloomed into creatures unlike any other with ideas and feelings been thru rough times and healing analysing and dealing with the issues we are presented with and indented with joyously in the end as sisters and friends daughters and lovers we are the mothers of human life on this planet we are every woman that's fought for equal rights we are every woman that's been a beaten wife we are every woman that's stood up and proved herself we are every teenaged girl insecure and unsure trying to figure out who she is all the while with the strength to give birth to give life to our race and we should see no reason to cover our faces with lipstick and eyeliner self-tanners and sparkly shiners because we shine already with our natural female essence without having to pull up our pants every 10 seconds and glancing down to make sure our boobs aren't coming out of our low cut skanky ass shirts
we don't need to call out to the boys with our bodies flaunting our asses hoping they will come running because we are women, and they can't define us it's the processes we go thru and lessons we find in the experiences we have, and how we approach the world whether excited, positive, timid or unsure life always throws things at us to consider of all different subjects, different concepts, different pictures
and as long as we know that there's more to this place than putting our bodies on sale and painting our faces than getting guys to think we're hot to make us feel like we're worth it cause what do they know anyways they've got censored emotions and penises to deal with they've got fake images to live up to, too so let's let them figure out for themselves that they don't have to be 2pac or Tom Cruise or that guy from Greenday or Toby McGuire in the mean time ladies, let's figure out who we are thru experiences, laughter, trials, and triumphs failures and scars, organization and chaos
because we can do anything, and we don't need rules to tell us how to dress act, how to be girls we just are, and we're here together they can try to tell us how but it is our own mothers who gave us our life and therefore our freewill to choose how we really want to do things to choose how we really want to fill up these spaces of opportunity, of feeling and voice it is not the social conventions that can tell us that it is not the media that makes that choice so don't think that this is all that there is and that this is how you have to be open up your mind to as much as you possibly can and embrace who you can possibly call, "me"
Yes, i have oceans of moments, emotions colliding and driving me higher than all of this plastic programmed blindness
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Kendall Patrick British Columbia
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